Let Not Your Hearts be Troubled

Here’s a song I wrote and recorded last spring but actually got around to posting on my YouTube channel today. It feels like good timing for a lot of reasons, personal and communal. The words are inspired by the words of Jesus in the gospel of John, chapters 13 and 14.

Open your hopeful eyes in the morning,
before the very first light
Breathe in compassion, breathe out forgiveness
Before the very first light

Let not your hearts be troubled
Believe in God, believe in me
As I have loved you, Love one another
Reach out, follow me

Lay down your weary heads in the evening
After the very last light
Breathe in forgiveness, breathe out compassion
After the very last light

Let not your hearts be troubled
Believe in God, believe in me
As I have loved you, Love one another
Reach out, follow me

New Solo Album! Forty Nine

I’m so excited to share that I’m finally releasing a new solo album! This is a collection of 19 songs taken from the years I was writing and recording a song every week, 2016-2023, with Song A Week. There is an hour of music here and the range includes something for everyone – lo-fi, slightly higher-fi, gentle, raucous, thoughtful and fun.

Huge thanks to Nathan Bloom for his post-production and mastering work to turn this ragtag bunch of tunes into something a little more cohesive but still plenty eclectic.

The album is on its way to all the digital streaming platforms and should show up within the next few weeks, but right now today, it’s already live on that true-blue friend of musicians everywhere, Bandcamp. I’ve put the whole album on there for free but if you want to download and share the love, you are welcome to pay too 🙂

The title is my age. This year I turned 49. Ten years ago Nathan and I released a Cabin of Love album called Thirty Nine, also named after my age, so when I was trying to think of a title for this one, Nathan suggested Forty Nine.

Without further ado, the album!

Black Hole

“Black Hole” is a song I wrote and recorded in 2020. Then, a couple years later, I came across this essay on one of my favorite websites, publicdomainreview.org. During the Great Depression, the US Farm Security Administration sent out photographers to document people’s living and working conditions. This project brought us well-known photographs like Dorothea Lange’s “Migrant Mother.” It also produced what would become thousands of “killed negatives” – photos rejected for whatever reason, punched with a hole to make their rejection clear.

The song itself was inspired by my learning that many galaxies, including our Milky Way galaxy, have at their center a black hole. I just felt like I could relate – and maybe you can too.

There’s a black hole at the center of everything
Even you even me what is gone what is yet to be
There’s rage there’s rest there’s reality
Warped around what we cannot see
There’s a black hole at the center of it all

Don’t you look too long or hard at the black hole underlying everything
breathe it in, breathe it out, hold it close, let it go
There’s love there’s light there’s levity
rippling from what you never see
There’s a black hole at the center of your soul

dream perchance to sleep
Void and without form
In the dark and deep
Ever being born

Through the black hole at the center of your soul
broken hearted blessings flow
path of pain, gift of grief, fire of faith, cloud of unknowing
There’s hope there’s hell there’s history
Enigma wrapped in epiphany
round the black hole at the center of us all

*PS – “Black Hole” is one of 19 songs I’ve gathered from my last decade of songwriting and recording, and am preparing to release as an album. Fingers crossed, it’ll be out before this year is over!

Spring Break 24

In March, Nathan and I took our son and his best friend (oh yes, and the dog) on a spring break road trip to Red Rock Canyon near Las Vegas. We shared a delightful week of travel, camping, hiking and rock climbing, met up with friends and family along the way, made some music and lots of memories together. It inspired this song:

There’s just so much to live for
And there’s only so much time
But time don’t mind
It keeps on coming

I went out on the road
to have a look at my life
To see what I could let go
To count the moments in yellow stripes

I passed through the prairie
And over the great plains
Nathan read me a story
We saw the migrating sand hill cranes

And then we made out the mountains
On the far far horizon
We felt so good that we found them
We remembered we missed them

There’s just so much to live for
And there’s only so much time
But time don’t mind
It keeps on coming

The red rocks in the desert
The full moon in the night
Four wheels and a soft bed
Food and water and steadfast friends

We walked on the strip
We climbed on the stone
We sang to each other
We never left home

Now I’m back in Saint Paul
where I park my car
But I carry the road
Wherever I have to go

There’s just so much to live for
And there’s only so much time
But time don’t mind
It keeps on coming

Time don’t mind
It keeps on coming