Here’s a song I wrote and recorded last spring but actually got around to posting on my YouTube channel today. It feels like good timing for a lot of reasons, personal and communal. The words are inspired by the words of Jesus in the gospel of John, chapters 13 and 14.
Open your hopeful eyes in the morning, before the very first light Breathe in compassion, breathe out forgiveness Before the very first light
Let not your hearts be troubled Believe in God, believe in me As I have loved you, Love one another Reach out, follow me
Lay down your weary heads in the evening After the very last light Breathe in forgiveness, breathe out compassion After the very last light
Let not your hearts be troubled Believe in God, believe in me As I have loved you, Love one another Reach out, follow me
I’m so excited to share that I’m finally releasing a new solo album! This is a collection of 19 songs taken from the years I was writing and recording a song every week, 2016-2023, with Song A Week. There is an hour of music here and the range includes something for everyone – lo-fi, slightly higher-fi, gentle, raucous, thoughtful and fun.
Huge thanks to Nathan Bloom for his post-production and mastering work to turn this ragtag bunch of tunes into something a little more cohesive but still plenty eclectic.
The album is on its way to all the digital streaming platforms and should show up within the next few weeks, but right now today, it’s already live on that true-blue friend of musicians everywhere, Bandcamp. I’ve put the whole album on there for free but if you want to download and share the love, you are welcome to pay too 🙂
The title is my age. This year I turned 49. Ten years ago Nathan and I released a Cabin of Love album called Thirty Nine, also named after my age, so when I was trying to think of a title for this one, Nathan suggested Forty Nine.
“Black Hole” is a song I wrote and recorded in 2020. Then, a couple years later, I came across this essay on one of my favorite websites, publicdomainreview.org. During the Great Depression, the US Farm Security Administration sent out photographers to document people’s living and working conditions. This project brought us well-known photographs like Dorothea Lange’s “Migrant Mother.” It also produced what would become thousands of “killed negatives” – photos rejected for whatever reason, punched with a hole to make their rejection clear.
The song itself was inspired by my learning that many galaxies, including our Milky Way galaxy, have at their center a black hole. I just felt like I could relate – and maybe you can too.
There’s a black hole at the center of everything Even you even me what is gone what is yet to be There’s rage there’s rest there’s reality Warped around what we cannot see There’s a black hole at the center of it all
Don’t you look too long or hard at the black hole underlying everything breathe it in, breathe it out, hold it close, let it go There’s love there’s light there’s levity rippling from what you never see There’s a black hole at the center of your soul
dream perchance to sleep Void and without form In the dark and deep Ever being born
Through the black hole at the center of your soul broken hearted blessings flow path of pain, gift of grief, fire of faith, cloud of unknowing There’s hope there’s hell there’s history Enigma wrapped in epiphany round the black hole at the center of us all
*PS – “Black Hole” is one of 19 songs I’ve gathered from my last decade of songwriting and recording, and am preparing to release as an album. Fingers crossed, it’ll be out before this year is over!
In March, Nathan and I took our son and his best friend (oh yes, and the dog) on a spring break road trip to Red Rock Canyon near Las Vegas. We shared a delightful week of travel, camping, hiking and rock climbing, met up with friends and family along the way, made some music and lots of memories together. It inspired this song:
There’s just so much to live for And there’s only so much time But time don’t mind It keeps on coming
I went out on the road to have a look at my life To see what I could let go To count the moments in yellow stripes
I passed through the prairie And over the great plains Nathan read me a story We saw the migrating sand hill cranes
And then we made out the mountains On the far far horizon We felt so good that we found them We remembered we missed them
There’s just so much to live for And there’s only so much time But time don’t mind It keeps on coming
The red rocks in the desert The full moon in the night Four wheels and a soft bed Food and water and steadfast friends
We walked on the strip We climbed on the stone We sang to each other We never left home
Now I’m back in Saint Paul where I park my car But I carry the road Wherever I have to go
There’s just so much to live for And there’s only so much time But time don’t mind It keeps on coming Time don’t mind It keeps on coming