Here is a new song, and the first one we’ve recorded as a video and posted on Youtube.
copyright 2010 Julia Bloom
My life is a movie edited for TV, seething under docile mediocrity, and if you paint pictures better take a good look, if you like stories this would make a good book. Or not, maybe not.
I grew up in the back seat of the family Ford. My daddy was a preacher traveling for the Lord. My momma smiled sweetly and dressed us up well. We labored in the vineyards keeping sinners out of hell. Or not, maybe not.
I’ve gazed at stars until they burned my eyes, drunk living water till my throat was dry.
I had a hundred crushes but I never caught one, I had a couple boyfriends and we had a little fun, I had a couple babies with the man who calls me wife. We’ve been together twenty years, we’re bonded now for life. Or not, maybe not.
Sometimes under my feet I think I feel the world spin round. Is each day going faster now or am I slowing down? Once when I was concentrating, unafraid to see, speeding past myself I saw a lively younger me. Or not, maybe not.
I’ve kissed the hand that held me in my place, I’ve wiped each wisp of wonder from my face.
Every time I think of getting something off my chest, my barricaded broken heart cries, “citizen’s arrest!” I never can remember why I left the womb. I maybe lost my keys, I’ll maybe find them in the tomb. Or not, maybe not.
I used to paint pictures when I was a little girl. I used to write stories that could echo round the world. The colors are all faded now, the pencil marks erased – those scribbles of my childhood were nothing but a waste. Or not, maybe not.
I’ve lain awake just waiting for a dream. I’ve held my tongue until I want to scream. I’ve kissed the hand that held me in my place. I’ve wiped each wisp of wonder from my face. I’ve gazed at stars until they burned my eyes, drunk living water till my throat was dry.
Or not. Maybe not. Or not, maybe not.
Julia, I consider you a “mature” songwriter. We must figure out a way to make you two famous! It is a truly good song, good work. And tell Nathan he is smooth on the bass and a very intuitive drummer, I never had the chance to work with a musical drummer, they all were pounders, well enough of this.
Thanks! I passed on your compliments to Nathan too. You should come jam with us sometime!