This is a cycle of poems I wrote while living in my hometown of Owatonna, Minnesota, a few years ago. Today, a snowy gray day in February (my least favorite month, even here in my new town in Colorado), I found myself thinking of the winter poems here, and hoping in the spring and summer – thankful for the continuing growth and change of seasons.
One Year in a Minnesota Prairie Town
Early Winter
George MacDonald said
“Winter is only a spring too weak and feeble for us to see that it is living.”
So where is the end of the year?
The seasons, like space,
Appear to have no boundaries
But, turning and turning,
Move all life along some invisible thread.
Mid Winter
I almost forgot
And nearly remembered
In between sleeps
Late Winter
Hoary white
Frozen forgetting
Pewter-skied afternoon.
A filmy burning eye
Distant low
Blurs unfeelingly
To darkness.
Underground
Embryos stir
Ever so slightly
Unfolding.
Early Spring
Before departure
The snow expands
To jagged chunks of salt and sand.
When it recedes
Instead of seashells
We find
Trash and lost things.
Mid Spring
There’s an afternoon time and a garden place
Where the sun warms me well
Well,
The sun,
And you –
Peeking up at me
Poking through soil
Perennial but new.
Late Spring
Might be the last morning this yellow-haired girl
Pushes this primary-blue baby doll stroller
Might be the last day she calls this woman mommy
Buds and branches
Are opening to flowers.
Blossoms and baby fat
Are ripening to fruit.
Early Summer
Now the serpent was subtle
The woman was stupid
The man was absent
And that’s how the world went to hell
They told me.
Here
In the sunlight
All the colors weave a mothering warmth
I believe I’m being born again
Don’t tell them.
Mid Summer
Barefoot
Pregnant
In the garden
She is not holy,
She is living.
Late Summer
Late summer is ragtime
The ragweed is a woody-stemmed shrub
The flowers sprawl in their raggedy gardens
The air is ragged with rasping cicadas
What was delight in spring
Sweet satisfaction at mid-summer
Now is overkill
A glaring beauty with too much makeup
Overpowering perfume
Gaudy clothes
And weary eyes.
If it didn’t all fall down
And sleep a while
Life would never last.
Early Autumn
Come in, come in.
Time to wash
And undress
Time to fire up the stove
Simmer down slow
Time for your bath.
All summer
You’ve been out in the sun
And the rain and the wind
Now it’s time to come in
Time to snuggle down
In your jar in the pantry.
Mid Autumn
Breathe
Remember
Hope.
Let fading leaves fade
Let dying light die
Embrace this moment
Though it chills and darkens everything.
If you hold the fire of summer’s sun
In the pit of your soul
You’ll survive
Till it warms your face again.
Late Autumn
This is where we have trouble with names.
Beyond the harvest holiday
We sing of jingle bells
Demand snowflakes.
Autumn shrugs, sighs
And leaves the room.